Lifetime .

It Was Only A Matter Of Seconds ,
Only A Moments Delay ,
The Blink Of An Eye ,
And The Decision Of A Lifetime Had Been Made .

  - Forever . 

Hum Dua Likhte Rahay , Vo Dagha Parhte Rahay ,

Aik Nuqtay Ne Hamein Mehram Se Mujrim Bna Dia .

What A Delusional Being ..

Hahaha .

Usay Pehle B Me Zinda Thi , Usk Baad B Me Zinda Hun .

Khushfehmian .

Slavery .

'Tum Kon Hotay Ho Unko Ghulaam Bnanay Valay Jinko Khuda Ne Azaad Bnaya ?'

'Who Are You To Make Him A Slave Whom God Made Free ?'

Humour .

'Hes Funnnyyy'

'Yep . For You .'

'You Don't Find Him Funny ?'

'I Meant You Two Are Funny 'Together' .'

Games .

'Kuch Logon Ko Allah Dil Abaad Kerne K Liye Bnata He .'

'Aur Kuch Logon K Dil Barbaad Kerne K Liye .'

Foggy Nights .

{I Miss You When It Gets Cold}

{I Hate You . Get Out Of My Head}

Old .

{Tmharay Puranay Marasim ..}

Marasim : Rishtay (Relations)

Reflections .

'Sheeshay Me Apni Khoobsurati Dekh K Muskurati Rehti Ho ?'

'Me Apne Apko To Nai Dekhti Sheeshay Me .'

'Phir ?'

'Usko .'

Your Highness ..

Fireworks . {Aatishbaazi} .

Agar Kisi Ko Time Waste Nai Kerna Ata To Mujhse Seekh Le . 

Lalalalala 

Na Thi Hmari Qismet K Visaal E Yaar Hota ..

Na Idher K Rahe Na Udher K .

Effects .

I'll Name A Star After You . That Star Won't Ever Fade .

Too Long .

I'll Fall In Lv With You , A Hundred Times ,
And You Won't Lv Me Back , A Hundred Times .

{We're Over}

What Is 'Meant To Be' ?

A Decade And 7 Years .

Red Roses And Perfumes .

Poems And 1 Liners .

Letters Never Delivered

Late Nights .

{Don't Listen To Them}

__________________ .


.

[Them] .

{The Boy Who Visits In My Dreams}

{The Girl Whose Face I Can't Forget}

`11 .

 - And I'll Show You What My Life Was Before You ,
Like A Flower Without Scent ,
Like A Heart Without Beat .

Under The Influence .

Please Tell Me You Were Sober While Loving Me .

{All Of It Was The Alcohol And The Pills}

Poetry .

He Is Everything That I've Ever Written .

He Is In My Every Word , If You Look Closely .

- Ghalib .

Jatay Hue Kehte Ho Qayamat Ko Milein Gein ,
Qayamat Ka He Goya Koi Din Aurr .

Classics ?

Why Do All Classic Love Stories Have Tragic Endings ?


Tragic : Provoking Deep Sadness , Distress , Or Grief .

Maybe You're Not Even Real , Just A Fantasy Of Mine ?

Oh , My Eyes .

I See You In Everything That  I See .

Jidhr Dekha , Tujhe Dekha .

Never ..

'You'll Never Lv Me As I Lv You .'

(He Smiled) 

'I am Sorry .' .

- T .

'Since When ?' .

'Since always.' .

Just For Tonight .

Oh Dear You Look So Lost ..

Agarr ..

'Agar tumsy na mily hoty
tou aj 
humari zindagi ka rukh koi aur hota 
aur humari zindagi ka dukh kch aur hota!' .

Zed .

'You only see what your eyes want to see!
How can love be what you want it to be?
You're frozen! When your hearts not open!' .

For You .

As Scary As It Seems Right Now , It Will All Turn Out To Be Okay . Its All Right .
Nothing Will End . 
They'll Still Lv You .

S[he] .

'You're A Beautiful Mess .'

'I am A Mess . But Im Not Sure If Im Beautiful Or Not .'

Im .

'Silly Girl ,

What Made You Think The Boy Doesn't Care About Anything

Would Care About You ?'

5th August . Tuesday .

3 Years .
Didn't Feel Like . As If I Meet Her Everyday .

Im Sorry , But Not In This Lifetime , No .

You .

'I Was Made To Break Your Heart .' 

Monday .

Changed The Curtains Of My Room .
Its Very Humid .
ShukrAlhumdullilah .

1st August `14 . Friday .

Afternoon .


I Learnt What To Do With A Washing Machine Today .

{ You're A Risk Im Willing To Take }

{ Hume Kya Bura Tha Marna ,

Ager Aik Bar Hota }

{ Kabi Ye Hal K Yakdili Thi Bohot , Kabi Ye Marhala K Ashnai Na Thi }

- Half-Blood Prince .

'After All This Time ?'

'Always .'

I Like Quotes That Make Peoples Heart Pierce . They Are My Favorite Kind .

Loser(S)

'Tm Mujhse Muhabat Kerne Me Nakaam Hogai ?'

{ Love Me Till Im Me Again }

This Isn't A Girl You Just Picked Up ,

She Is The Lv Of Your Life .

You Should Understand That .

As If .

Me Khud Nai Girta , Me Tm Jeson Ko Girata Hun .

'I Don't Fall , I Make People Like You Fall .'

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I Particularly Like Blogs In Which The Writers Write About Their Daily Lives Through Out The Years . Their Highs And Theirs Lows . 
I Read These Type Of Blogs Backwards , So I Get To Know What There Fears Were And How They Conquered Them Over The Years . And I've Seen Depressed People Coming Out To The Surface So Well That Its Hard To Believe They Used To Cry All Night [Insert Some Other Type Of Suffering] . 
I am In A Struggling Stage Of My Life , And I Don't Think I'll Be Able To Win . 
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Blank .

I'm A Mess Right Now .

5th July `14 . 11 : 44 pm .

'Me Bohot Dua Kerti Hun K Tm Esi Ho K Tm Se Mil K Log Allah Se Muhabat Kerne Lagein .'

Never .

Never Be Bullied Into Silence . Never Allow Yourself To Be Made A Victim . Accept No One's Definition Of Your Life ; Define Yourself .

       - Harvey Fierstein . 

5th July `14 . 1 :08 am .

1,001 Pageviews . 

I Think My Soul And My Vessel Are In Conflict With Each Other .
I Think My Spirit And My Body Are At War With Each Other .

Candles All Over That Place . I Hope I Remember .

{ Humne Jo Chupaya , Afsana Ban Gaya }

{ I Took Away Your Pulse }

{ Why Is My Heart Skipping Beats ? }

{ The Snake Charmer }

{Hearts On Fire}

{Hijr Hi Tha Muqadar}

Should I ?

I've Been Debating On Whether I Shall Tell Her Or Not Since The Moment He Told Me . Its Not Like She 'Needs' To Know , But I Tell Her Everything Thats Big To Me . She Is My Best Friend By The Way . But Should I ? I Shouldn't . But Maybe I Should ? I Don't Know . Maybe He Didn't Want Me To Tell It To Another . Its His Thing Anyway . 
Usually , When I Decide Not To Tell Something To Someone , I Tell Them The Next Minute . But I Don't Think I'll Be Telling Her For A While .


When I Was Younger , In The House Next To Mine Lived A Kid Who'd Call Me Out Everyday To Play And Stuff . He Became My Best Friend . When We Were In 2nd Grade , He Moved To Another City . He Then Came Back When We Were In 5th . But Then They Changed Their House . 
I Miss Him . He Was My First Friend .

{Ujri Hui Bastian}

Can't Sleep . In The Past Hour , Have Thought Of Many Topics To Blog [blab] About , But Now That I've Actually Come To Write About It , I've Forgotten .

Some People Say They're 'Curious' About Smoking . Whats There To Be Curious About ? I Just Don't Understand . Even A Simple Habit Can Become Addictive For Those Who Don't Have 'Enough' Will Power . 
I've Never Been 'Curious' About It . One Gets Curious About Science , Or About Religion , But A  Cigarette ? Lol .
I'm So Proud That Papa Doesn't Smoke . He Would Have Had Enough Chances , Growing Up . Whenever I See A Young Fellow Smoking , I've Always Felt Pity . 

I Think My Writing Is Weak . 

I'm Afraid Of What I May Say , So I Just Say 'AllahHafiz .' .

Young Talent - Amna Talaat Khan .

Amna Is A Blooming Young Photographer And Her Green Art Can Be Seen In Her Pictures .
Recently , We Had A 'Face To Face' With Amna Talaat .
Here Goes :


Describe Yourself .
Amna : I would describe myself as a very ordinary 17 year girl. A girl who has big dreams, thinks big, is patriotic, loves to dress good and obviously loves herself. I have been an underachiever for a very long time, everything i wanted to achieve never ended up as wanted it to be, and that's where the camera stepped in and i found what i could do and can make my 'big dreams' come true.

What Is Photography To You ?

Amna : Photography was a life saver. It changed my perspective of looking at things, of looking at myself. I consider photography as an expression, the best way for me to communicate with the world. It made me rise up again when i was deeply shoved into the pile of my failures. Photography has a very special place in my life. Although I surely am still struggling in making my way through all the criticism I receive, but photography is the only thing I can't give up on, despite whatever other people think.

Would You Like To Opt Photography As A Profession Or Is It Just A Hobby ?

Amna : As you might have picked up from the previous answers, I take photography very seriously. I do wish to opt it professionally but that would surely take some time. So in the meanwhile I am studying for Medical, since i have to prioritize my studies and my passion.

When Did Your Passion Start ?

Amna : It started when i saw how i could see the world differently when seeing it through a camera. It started when i saw the beauty of the human eye which is capable of seeing and interpreting the puffy clouds, lush green trees and long vivid landscapes, but its just not capable of capturing it, so that was when i knew i was to share this experience with the world and i just kept on capturing.

Other Hobbies ?

Amna : I have an interest in performing arts, directing and performing different roles in theaters

Editors You Use ?

Amna : I use adobe and some other normal.

Inspiration ?

Amna : My main inspiration is the nature itself because i dont have to do much editing when i capture it normally. others include Mustafa Seven, Elenkalis and Brooke Shaden.

Something You'd Like To Say ?

Amna :  I'll just say that everyone comes to the world for a reason, all we have to do is to find our purpose.

Thankyou Amna , Great Talking . :)

You Can View Her Photos On : Foto Station96 .

Log Zulm To Ese Kerte Hein Jese Khud To Unk Sath Kuch Ho Hi Nai Sakta . Auron Ki Bebasi Pe Haste Ese Hein Jese Khud Kabi Bebas Nai Hon Ge . 
Kisi K Sath Bura Hote Dekhte Hein To Kehte Hein Ye To 'Makafat E Amal' (Consequences Of Action) He .
And Then Finally , When The Get To Taste The Consequnces Of Their Own Actions , Ese Act Kerte Hein Jese Kabi Kisi K Sath Bura To Kia Hi Nai .
Phir Maafian Mangne Pohonch Jate Hein . Koi Paon Perta He , Or Koi Hath Jorta He . 

Yehi Dunia Ka Dastoor Raha He , This Has Always Been The Way Of This World . You'd Think We'd Have Learned By Now ..


 - Thankyou For Coming . :)

- Bukowski .

I Do Not Want To Love You

I Do Not Want To Save You

I Do Not Want Your Arms

I Do Not Want Your Shoulders

I Have Me

You Have You

Let That Be .

{ The Nights We Felt Alive }

Maze : Confusing Network Of Paths , That A Walker May Easily Become Lost In .

Synonym : Labyrinth .

{ The Angel That Fell From Grace }

{ Aatishbaazi }

Crush My Heart ,

But Then Get Ready For The Consequences And Repercussions .

Tarsi Hui Jagahein ,

Tarse Hue Log ..

She Had To Had That Spark Within Her ; She Was The Child Of The Fire Worshipers .

{Dark Night Of Separation}

Maybe ..

Maybe Hearts Are Meant For Breaking ?

Maybe Time Was Made To Be Wasted ?

If ..

'Love may hurt hearts at times, but it will never break it. If it's true.'

''Love' Is Always True . Human Beings Are Liars .'

No Doubt That 'Hate' Is A Strong Word , But I Hate You , 

And I'll Break You , Wait For Me . :) .

Oops .

O . I Think I Just Heard Your Heart Crack .

WashPari .

You Helped Me In A Time Everything Was Weird . I Won't Ever Forget That InshAllah .

I Hope One Year Your Bud-Day Would Come On A Day When We Won't Be Having Our Exams .

Till Then , Dua For It .

I Won't Write Anything Else , `Cuz You Already Know .

Always Be My Washing Machine . :P .

PS. Hamza's Picture Is Veryyyyyyyyyyy 'Cheesy' .

Luvz Yuz .

Truths And Dares .

"I Dare You . Move On . Spend One Day Without My Thoughts And Memories . Spend One Hour Without Feeling For Me . Spend A Week Without Having MY Tears In YOUR Eyes",

She Stared Him In The Eyes And Dared Him .

'Those People Are Lucky With Whom Writers Fall In Lv' .

 - Sh .

Rewri Vaaaaali . :D

I Know Its Been Too Long , And We've Grown Distant , But You Were The One Jisk Bagher Mujhe O2 Me Akele Larkon K Sath Parhna Perta . :P .

So , This Is For Your Birthdayyyy . :D .

• Filxah Rewri Vali .
• Fi.F .
• Aroobas Mehndi .
• Mam Ap Break Leingi Ya Games ?
• Inventing New 'Words' . ;) .
• Hcl Ka Taaarna .
• 'Maria' . :P .   
• Tmka Makeup Thopna .
• Tmk Shalwaay K Paenchay .
• The Fact That You Never Wore Dupatta . :P .
• Sky-Fi , Aur Apk Baki Angrezi Zubaan K Waah Waah Ilfaaz . :D .
• *Tooont* .
• 'Pompi' . :P
• Rmun , Aur Uspe Apki logon Ki Tasveerein Khenchna . -.- .
• Pencil He ? 
• Fatima Ki Urdu .
• Meri Manji Pe Salan .
• Green Shirt . (Shirt ;) )
•  Filzah Pankha On Ker Do .
• Shazia 2 , Isra Aur Ink Ilawa B Hazaar Log .
• Murree B Ja K Tme Koi Yellow Shirt Nazr Aagya . :P .
• WWF Vale Bhai .
• Internship Me Lift K Ander Apk Jhoole .   

 

Aur B Cheezein To Hazaaaaaaaaaar Hein Lekin Abi Mujhe Yaad Nai Aarai . :P .

Tmki Jehlum Ki Dost Ka Mujhe Shaadi Pe Milna . ;) ;) ;) .

Anyyyywayysss , Allah Hafiz . :D .

 

 

 

                   

It Doesn't .

Time SO Doesn't Heal All Wounds .

It Just Doesn't .

Maybe Some .

But , No .

What Is Grief ?

'Grief ; intense sorrow, especially caused by somene's death' .

I Think Grief Is The Feeling That Hazrat Yaqub[Jacob] Felt For His Son Hazrat Yusuf[Joseph] , During The Long Period That They Were Away From Eachother .

And Because Of That 'Grief' , Hazrat Yaqub Cried So Much , That His Pupils Became White With Blindness .

And His Sight Returned When He Was Reunited With His Son ,

When The Wall Of Hijr Was Broken Down .

Such Love ,

Such Grief .

Hijr : An Urdu Word , Meaning Period Of Separation .

    

'There's a time for everything to happen

There's a place for everyone to meet

And this lifetime, I am not yours.'

 

 

 

Copied From Ecstasies Unrevealed . 

Go Checkout .

 

 - Thankyou For Coming . :) .

 

 

 

 

 

This Fire Is My Mate ,

Ever Night , As I Burn , It Burns Too .

- Faiz Ahmed Faiz .

Aur Bhi Dukh Hein Zamanay Me Muhabat K Siva ,

Raahatein Aur B Hein Vasl Ki Rahat K Siva .

- Mustafa Zahid .

Jaanle Ab Ye Dunia ,

Me Na Bhoolun Usse . <3 .

23rd March - Pakistan Day .

A Teacher Of Mine , Sir Ahmed , Posted His Thoughts On Facebook .
Checkout :-

'A question that should come to a regular thinking mind is Why Pakistan never got an honest leader? Yes there were glimpses in between and people will differ so let's not discuss that. What did that child do, who was just born today, to deserve the Pakistan that we see today! It's just a thought and people might not agree with it and that's ok because the idea is to put it out there and share a perspective. We continuously and eagerly abuse the politicians, accuse them of hundreds and thousands of crimes which by no surprise they are proud doers of. One begs the question where these people come from? Aren't they seemingly as Pakistani looking as us. And hey, what makes us so better than them. Their wrong-doings become public so they are bad people. And we are saints? What makes a thailay wala so much better than these corrupt politicians when he's abusing them for all those things and in the process gives us damaged goods and overcharges for them too. What gives a student who cheated on all his exams the right to call these politicians cheats! What's to say we won't abuse the power at least as much if not more than what these existing rulers have? The problem is not them. The problem is us!!! And no it's not the we chose them, although that is also a consideration but that comes later. The problem is in our moral and value system and that can be solved rather easily by practicing our religion correctly. Pray, not to show to the world but to get inner peace. To become an honest and better person. To become someone who would put others' concerns before his own. When was the last time you prayed for the goodwill of Pakistan? And wishing Pakistan, on 23rd and 14th August doesn't count. When you pray from the heart, those tears come rolling down your face automatically. That's when Allah is so close to you and will grant you any reasonable wish, a better Pakistan won't be asking for a lot! So that's may be what we all need to do right now. To pray like we really mean it and ask Allah to make us the best of people so that we can make Pakistan the best. There will be those who won't, and there will definitely be those who will. A cleaner and better sample is what will lead to the selection of a better representative for Pakistan. So let's stop complaining and whining and do what we all can do and prepare for the dawn which i have a feeling is just around the corner! It's not the hardest thing to do but it is indeed the hardest thing to do in current times, Pray!'


- Thankyou For Coming . 

Lets :-

Lets Drown ,
You In Me ,
And Me In You .


Lets Become Wreckage .


Lets Jump .


Lets Get Lost .


Lets Burn .


Lets Destroy .


Lets Become Painful Memories .


Lets Run , Lets Fall .


Lets Get Buried ,
You In Me ,
And Me In You .


LETS .     


 

Dadi Ami Once Said ..

 .. Vo Nai To Aur Sai ,
Aur Nai To Aur Sai .

'Dadi Ami' Is Used For Paternal Grandmother In Urdu .

Do Pray For My Dadi Ami .

 - Thankyou For Coming . :)

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- For Pra And Cheesecake . ;)

Bury All Your Secrets In My Skin ,

Come Away With Innocence And Leave Me With My Sins ,

The Air Around Me Still Feels Like A Cage ,

And Love Is Just A Camouflage For What Resembles Rage Again ,

So if You Love Me , Let Me Go ! 

And Run Away Before I Know ,

My Heart Is Just To Dark To Care ,

I Can't Destroy What Isn't There ..

 - Snuff , Slipknot .

[I Hope You Know Why IS This In Pink . ;) .]

 - Thankyou For Coming . :)

Toota Hua Dil Hunnnnnn Me ..

 

This Is A Line In An OST Of A Drama , Idk Which .

Pretty Pretty Linesss . 

Hazaaron Saal Pehle ,

Koi Hazaaron Saal Roya Hoga .

- Bee Gees .

Smile , An Everlasting Smile

A Smile Could Bring You Near To Me

Don't Ever Let Me Find You Gone

`Cause That Would Bring A Tear To Me

This World Has Lost It's Glory

Let's Start A Brand New Story 

Now My Love Right Now

 There'll Be No Other Time 

And I Can Show You Now , My Love .

Talk , In Everlasting Words ,

And Dedicate Them All To Me

And I Will Give You All My Life

I'm Here If You Should Call To Me

You Think That I Don't Even Mean

A Single Word I Say,

It's Only Words ,

And Words Are All I Have ,

To Take Your Heart Away .

 

Im .

He Didn't Sleep Yet , But I Think Hes Trying .
Hes Happy Today . She Came To Im After A Long , Long Time .
It Was Only A Fraction Of A Second , But What A Fraction It Was . 


 - Thankyou For Coming . :) .

Such Love ..

 .. And That Too For Afridi ?
Wah Wah .
 - PAKISTAN ZINDABAD !

Think Of Me In The Depths Of Your Despair .

. . . And Then Keep On Dancing .

I Found This Picture Very 'Deep' .

Like The Sparkling , Blue Ocean .

Theres This Guy , The Mad Typist . 

His Associates Are His Typewriter(S) And Some Papers . With Them , He Has Created A Shiny Little World Of His Own , Inspiring People Around Him .

He Writes Meaningful Phrases/Quotes On Paper , And Then Posts Them On Facebook .

Seemingly , All His Pictures Are With The Same 'Design' .

Same White Paper Taking Most Of The Space Of The Picture With Black Text On The Middle , And A Little Portion Of A Typewriter Consuming the Last Space Of the Picture .

But , Everything Lies In The Black Text .

Sometimes , They're Lyrics To A Song/Ghazal . Sometimes Quotes From Books/Movies .

Sometimes , They Are From His Own Consciousness , And Sometimes From Another's .

But , Do Take A look At His Creations . You'll Get Hooked To Atleast One Of Them .

Heres The Link : The Mad Typist . :) .

 - Thankyou For Coming . :) .

- Tolkein .

Roads Go Ever Ever On ,

Under Cloud And Under Star ,

 Yet Feet That Wandering Have Gone ,

Turn At Last To Home Afar ,

 Eyes That Fire And Sword Have Seen ,

And Horror In The Halls Of Stone ,

Look At Last On Meadows Green ,

And Trees And Hills ,

They Long Have Known .

John Ronald Reuel Tolkein Was An English Writer And Poet . His Illustrious Works Include The Hobbit And The Lord Of The Rings As Well As Many Others .

 - Thankyou For Coming . :) .

Them .

He Sees The Moon While She Sees The Stars ,
He Is Hungry For The Stars ,
While She Aches For The Moon .
 

The Moon Sees To It That I Get Home Safely .

Some Things Are So Out Of This World , One Can't Find A Proper Word To Define Their Beauty .
Even The Word 'Beautiful' Seems Weak For Them . No Adjective Is Good Enough To Delineate Them . You Look At Them , And You Forget To Breath .
Here , I am Not Specifically Talking About Another Individual , It Can Be Anything , Even A Rock .
For , Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder . :) .
For Me , Its The Moon And The Night Sky . Wow . Such Beauty . I am Not Finding A Proper Word That Could Fit Here , Maybe , 'Alluring' ? No , Not Even That .
The Constellations , The Stars Within , The Darkness . Dazzling . *.* .

 

 Picture Taken via Pinterest .

Things , Or People That We Find 'Beautiful' In Such A Way Shouldn't Be Let Out Of One's Sight For A Long Time . Every Second We Get , We Should Fill Ourselves With Them , And In Those Moments , Be Inifnite .

Thankyou For Coming . :) .  

  

'Before I Die' .

I'm Going To Post Some Bucket List/Before I Die Pictures I Found Fascinating . :D .

 - Live . :D .